i’ve tried to make it seem like every other night. watch some tv, workout, brush my teeth, shower and sleep. only now there’s one extra step: attempt to end the pain i’ve endured for my whole life. my childhood was ripped from beneath me and now my teenage years have been too, granted that’s my fault. i don’t want to flood this forum with suicide notes every time i attempt so i plan to get it right this time. my parents don’t try to stop me, neither do my sisters. i don’t think my mum will mind losing her only son, i’m the problem child anyway. honestly, i believe my cat will miss me the most as she is constantly sitting on me or sleeping in my bed with me, but she’ll be okay, she doesn’t understand death. i hope all of you find the help and support you need, i really truely do. good luck.
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I wouldn’t presume to know your life but I think people like us only bear so much responsibility for our lives. Seems like our lives aren’t so much who we are as something that was done to us.
I won’t try to dissuade you but will hope. Good luck to you either way. And I think your cat will miss you. They are very sentient.
I agree with Wallflower. Some people really get dealt crappy cards, to put it mildly. I wish you were dealt a better hand. I will ask you just to give it a 2nd thought, but I wish you peace whatever way you choose to proceed.
And your cat will miss you. They may not understand death per se, but they sense loss, just as if your cat suddenly just disappeared.