Do you know this feeling? You go to sleep and hope tomorrow will be different. But it’s just fucking not. Promising myself everyday to take my life, but postponing it everyday. And I don’t even know why.
Indeed. It’s just not fair. They should invent a pill for a quick painless death. No instead of that we are forced to live or end it in a painless way. It’s just not fair how some people are gifted with social skills, intelligence, a ‘good’ brain. And some like me are fucking doomed
I don’t mean this in a callous, inconsiderate way, and it’s probably wrong to say, but all day today I’m angry that so many who are so much more valuable than me died in Las Vegas. Take that anyway you’d like. Why I live on while others die. . . mystery.
Oh my god I am thinking the same all day long!!! Or like yesterday a friend told me that her neighbour died because of a heart attack. And the only thing going through my mind was; why wasn’t that me WHY LORD
I was surprised no one had made a post or made a comment about that. I know many of us on here at SP are thinking, “if only I was shot in the head and died instantly…”
“Worst mass shooting in U.S. history.” And, yes, no post here. I’m not criticizing, just amazed also. Isn’t it interesting the things we become accustomed to?
You just expressed my everyday existence ever since I got this horrid mental illness that´s destroying my life. It´s funny how we think so alike even though most of us here come from such different cultures and upbringings.
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Yes, yes, and yes. We postpone it because there’s no good, effective way to do it that’s available.
Indeed. It’s just not fair. They should invent a pill for a quick painless death. No instead of that we are forced to live or end it in a painless way. It’s just not fair how some people are gifted with social skills, intelligence, a ‘good’ brain. And some like me are fucking doomed
there are a LOT of really intelligent people who are depressed af.
Well at least they are intelligent. I’m dumb af, socially awkward, have no empathy etc. Like, seriously? How am I even supposed to survive
no empathy? uhm, just don’t snap and go killing random people…
No it’s not like thay, i’m not evil. I’m narcissistic and i hate myself for being like that
Where there is a will there is a way
I don’t mean this in a callous, inconsiderate way, and it’s probably wrong to say, but all day today I’m angry that so many who are so much more valuable than me died in Las Vegas. Take that anyway you’d like. Why I live on while others die. . . mystery.
Oh my god I am thinking the same all day long!!! Or like yesterday a friend told me that her neighbour died because of a heart attack. And the only thing going through my mind was; why wasn’t that me WHY LORD
I was surprised no one had made a post or made a comment about that. I know many of us on here at SP are thinking, “if only I was shot in the head and died instantly…”
“Worst mass shooting in U.S. history.” And, yes, no post here. I’m not criticizing, just amazed also. Isn’t it interesting the things we become accustomed to?
What on earth are you all talking about? O.o You’re freaking me out, man.
I read a saying: “The more we complain, the longer we live.” I need to quit complaining, but that would mean killing myself, so I’m just screwed.
We’re all screwed
You just expressed my everyday existence ever since I got this horrid mental illness that´s destroying my life. It´s funny how we think so alike even though most of us here come from such different cultures and upbringings.
Are you arab/muslim