I wouldn’t. Suicide by pill overdose has an incredibly low success rate. I overdosed during my first suicice attempt. Didn’t work for me and it won’t work for you.
I tried to commit suicide with beta blockers. My first attempt. I swallowed Propanolol. Didn’t work. You will experience suffering and death takes long if it works. Most likely you will survive but in far worse shape than you are now.
May I ask what’s troubling you and how old you are?
That sounds scarey as hell. I went to lostallhope many times. That website. Overdosing on pills has around a 12% success rate and takes along time to chance of ending up in the hospital. You could wind up living but with severe organ failure including brain failure. So many things can go wrong.
What makes you think your a narcassist? Usually they don’t commit suicide according to statistics.
Yeah it really is. What makes me think i am a narcissist: my dad is and i inhereted it. I don’t feel empathy and i only think about myself. I just wish there was a way my brain could change and that i could sense some empathy for others. I wanted to take 13 grams of sotalol (mix it in blender with yoghurt). Wouldn’t that cause a heart attack? I know they usually don’t commit suicide, but that’s because usually they’re intelligent and socially smart. I am dumb and socially awkward
You know, narcassists don’t feel guilt. They think they are better than everyone else…which is why it’s rare to for them to commit suicide.
I have way less empathy than I use too. Many things can cause a lack of empathy including depression, anxiety, and PTSD. When you got so many things going on in your head, it’s hard to focus on other people’s needs. Dealing with our own brains is work enough!
I wouldn’t do what you are planning on doing. Sounds very painful and prone to failure. I wouldn’t wanna see you worse off than you already are.
It sounds more like sociopathic tendencies not narcassistic. Bein a narcassist isnt the worse thing in the world n its not a diagnosis. Its pretty normal to think of yourself, cuz if u didnt than youd be an extrovert who doesnt take care of themselves
@suisideup I don’t feel guilt either, I also don’t feel love, even not towards my own mother while she is the sweetest human being in this world(it feels terrible and I hate myself for it). Can you please tell me how much gram you took? I really think that 13 gram should do the job.. Believe me the world is better off without me. There is nothing that can change this miserable brain. @ellen87 no it’s not really sociopathy. It’s not thay I’m evil or want to hurt people. I just don’t sence empathy and love for others. I’m so self centered it is disgusting, I can’t deal with it anymore. I know I will never get married, never will have kids etc. I can’t even find a job because I am too dumb. I just don’t want to live anymore I am 100% sure. The only 2 things that are stopping me is the believe in hell (where I am heading to) and being scared of the pain (I want a quick and painless way out).
I can’t tell you what to do. Let’s just say I swallowed enough to kill a horse and I had a a lot of alcohol in my system.. From my own experiences, killing yourself is hard. Harder than I thought it would be.
I have a problem with empathy too. Especially since all that happened in my life. You said you feel no guilt, but isn’t hating yourself and feeling terrible for not loving your mother a form of guilt? Sociopaths don’t feel bad for feeling the way they feel.
@suisideup did you have more than 13 gram? Yes it is a form of guilt, but I only feel guilty for it because I am socially awkward and have no job and knowing that I can’t survive without empathy and love for others. It’s complicated I wish I could explain it better
I’m sorry your going though all this turmoil. I can’t remember how much I took. I ain’t gonna tell ya not to do it, but at the same time I’m warning you that it will not work. I’m an expert on this issue and I know what I’m talking about.
I took probably 20 pills. I was in the ambulance before I even felt the effects. Kind of glad I got medical attention looking back because it was a stupid method. I will only do it if a peaceful and or quick method is avalible,
20 pills of how much miligram? I am planning to take 85 pills of 160 miligrams so I think it’s very likely that it will get me dead. That’s the problem. There is no peaceful or quick method…
Betablockers are not kill you. If you plan to take 85 pills you are most likely going to damage an organ. You are going to be in agonizing pain. Trust me you don’t want that to happen to you cause you can still live with a damaged organ.
Go to a psych hospital and go get help for your mental condition
@suisideup- “I was in the ambulance before I even felt the effects.”
-how do you know it doesn’t work if you went to the ambulance/ER straight away and didn’t wait for it to go into effect?
-if you wanted to die, then how come you called the ambulance so quick?
@suisideup- “I was in the ambulance before I even felt the effects.”
-how do you know it doesn’t work if you went to the ambulance/ER straight away and didn’t wait for it to go into effect?
-if you wanted to die, then how come you called the ambulance so quick?
Fred Flintstone chewable vitamins mixed with tic-tacs and birth control pills will prevent life, taste good, and give you fresh breath.
It’s too bad we can’t share recipes here on SP, that there ^ is a solid pill combo.
You ‘regulars’ here that keep repeatedly discussing specific suicide methods NEED TO STOP!!
I tried ignoring you (those types of posts),
but apparently you’re intensifying your efforts 🙁
So now I have to REPORT YOU;
I feel morally obligated,
being a decent (but very depressed) person + nurse,
It seems almost like you’re on a campaign
to kill every depressed person with suicidal thoughts or tendencies!
(Multiple threads with multiple suicide methods).
,,,And of course you’ll stay alive doing the same thing here or elsewhere,
while innocent, misguided, often helpless people, die using the killing methods you describe in detail.
Despicable!
* I hope others report *you too. *
* E.g. “lostallhope001, and some others repeatedly contributing to his threads.
These discussions (specific suicide methods)
ARE
unkind, actually cruel +
it is sadistic of “you” to come here (almost) every day encouraging others to kill themselves…
Life is tough enough, we don’t need people basically handing us the weapon,
(specific suicide method)
that we can MURDER ourselves with.
STOP!
Yes, I know often “misery loves company” + “negative people attract other negative people”,
but what you’re doing is worse
because it is
INTENTIONALLY DESTRUCTIVE + threatens others’ lives.
—-> Do you even care how many people have DIED by following YOUR instructions?
(E.g. Name of pill, dosage, etc.).
Unless you can prove their lives were totally HOPELESS,
with absolutely no chance for change or improvement,
you assisted in their murder (suicide).
I write this cause I expect you’ll reply with some lame (stupid) excuse like
you are just helping those who already decided to die.
—>You do NOT have the right, authority or reasonable judgment to help anybody to die.
Technically, in the U.S. you don’t even have the right to murder yourself…
but I could accept you have the right ethically, to chose to do what you want with YOUR OWN body,
(If you are declared mentally competent, which I doubt you are).
But you NEVER have the right to assist in other people’s deaths.
NO!
And that is why you need to go away.
Find another place to share your inappropriate (likely psychotic) thoughts,
with other selfish,
possibly dangerously insane,
certainly mean and hateful,
people like yourself.
Btw, Creators of this board clearly state the rules in FAQ (read them);
And their mission statement is for this website to be A PLACE FOR HOPE; Not death!!!
Goodbye.
P.S. For those here who (wrongly) believe posting about specific suicide methods (ways to kill yourself) is reasonable + rationale,
please seek professional help.
And I say this with genuine compassion + concern.
I care about your well-being.
Murdering yourself never makes sense.
(It’s against basic human instincts,
regardless of how awful + intolerable your life may seem at this moment).
Please don’t let destructive people inflence your decision. It’s your LIFE and it’s up to you to protect it, ALWAYS.
One day you will naturally die, anything else is murder (morally and ethically unacceptable).
I’m sorry if you hate your life or yourself (that can change) but murder by suicide is irreversible.
All of this is the truth.
You have the right to ignore the truth + me, if you choose.
I likely can’t stop you from killing yourself,
but I do plan to STOP people like “Lostallhope001” from killing others.
Glad to know im not the only 1 seeing this happening as well. I called her out today on it. Idc how curious she is about all these methods, theres alot of more vulnerable people on here who might take her posts serious n use her methods. Every day she comes up with a new method, and itll never stop.
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I wouldn’t. Suicide by pill overdose has an incredibly low success rate. I overdosed during my first suicice attempt. Didn’t work for me and it won’t work for you.
I’m too much of a chicken to try anything else (scared that it might hurt). What about betablockers?
I tried to commit suicide with beta blockers. My first attempt. I swallowed Propanolol. Didn’t work. You will experience suffering and death takes long if it works. Most likely you will survive but in far worse shape than you are now.
May I ask what’s troubling you and how old you are?
I want to try it with sotalol. How much did you take? I am 23 and i am narcissistic and socially awkward. I hate myself for it
That sounds scarey as hell. I went to lostallhope many times. That website. Overdosing on pills has around a 12% success rate and takes along time to chance of ending up in the hospital. You could wind up living but with severe organ failure including brain failure. So many things can go wrong.
What makes you think your a narcassist? Usually they don’t commit suicide according to statistics.
Yeah it really is. What makes me think i am a narcissist: my dad is and i inhereted it. I don’t feel empathy and i only think about myself. I just wish there was a way my brain could change and that i could sense some empathy for others. I wanted to take 13 grams of sotalol (mix it in blender with yoghurt). Wouldn’t that cause a heart attack? I know they usually don’t commit suicide, but that’s because usually they’re intelligent and socially smart. I am dumb and socially awkward
You know, narcassists don’t feel guilt. They think they are better than everyone else…which is why it’s rare to for them to commit suicide.
I have way less empathy than I use too. Many things can cause a lack of empathy including depression, anxiety, and PTSD. When you got so many things going on in your head, it’s hard to focus on other people’s needs. Dealing with our own brains is work enough!
I wouldn’t do what you are planning on doing. Sounds very painful and prone to failure. I wouldn’t wanna see you worse off than you already are.
It sounds more like sociopathic tendencies not narcassistic. Bein a narcassist isnt the worse thing in the world n its not a diagnosis. Its pretty normal to think of yourself, cuz if u didnt than youd be an extrovert who doesnt take care of themselves
@suisideup I don’t feel guilt either, I also don’t feel love, even not towards my own mother while she is the sweetest human being in this world(it feels terrible and I hate myself for it). Can you please tell me how much gram you took? I really think that 13 gram should do the job.. Believe me the world is better off without me. There is nothing that can change this miserable brain. @ellen87 no it’s not really sociopathy. It’s not thay I’m evil or want to hurt people. I just don’t sence empathy and love for others. I’m so self centered it is disgusting, I can’t deal with it anymore. I know I will never get married, never will have kids etc. I can’t even find a job because I am too dumb. I just don’t want to live anymore I am 100% sure. The only 2 things that are stopping me is the believe in hell (where I am heading to) and being scared of the pain (I want a quick and painless way out).
I can’t tell you what to do. Let’s just say I swallowed enough to kill a horse and I had a a lot of alcohol in my system.. From my own experiences, killing yourself is hard. Harder than I thought it would be.
I have a problem with empathy too. Especially since all that happened in my life. You said you feel no guilt, but isn’t hating yourself and feeling terrible for not loving your mother a form of guilt? Sociopaths don’t feel bad for feeling the way they feel.
@suisideup did you have more than 13 gram? Yes it is a form of guilt, but I only feel guilty for it because I am socially awkward and have no job and knowing that I can’t survive without empathy and love for others. It’s complicated I wish I could explain it better
I’m sorry your going though all this turmoil. I can’t remember how much I took. I ain’t gonna tell ya not to do it, but at the same time I’m warning you that it will not work. I’m an expert on this issue and I know what I’m talking about.
Thank you for feeling sorry that means a lot. Can you please tell me how much you took?
Your very welcome. I can’t unfortunatly. There is a lot of legal implications that comes with giving people advice on how to end there own lives.
Killing yourself is hard. Going out like your planning to would be pure agony.
Also maybe you should give yourself a couple days and see if you still want to do it like this.
It’s not advice, I’m just wondering how much you took.. And it has been in my head for 2 months now, it’s not something that is in me since today
I took probably 20 pills. I was in the ambulance before I even felt the effects. Kind of glad I got medical attention looking back because it was a stupid method. I will only do it if a peaceful and or quick method is avalible,
20 pills of how much miligram? I am planning to take 85 pills of 160 miligrams so I think it’s very likely that it will get me dead. That’s the problem. There is no peaceful or quick method…
Betablockers are not kill you. If you plan to take 85 pills you are most likely going to damage an organ. You are going to be in agonizing pain. Trust me you don’t want that to happen to you cause you can still live with a damaged organ.
Go to a psych hospital and go get help for your mental condition
@johndoe I don’t have a mental condition and there is no help for me. I think it would cause a heart attack, wouldn’t it?
@suisideup- how did you get your hands on propanolol?
@suisideup- “I was in the ambulance before I even felt the effects.”
-how do you know it doesn’t work if you went to the ambulance/ER straight away and didn’t wait for it to go into effect?
-if you wanted to die, then how come you called the ambulance so quick?
I take it for hypertension and anxiety. It’s an old drug but it’s still around.
My aunt called the ambulance. It was in my system for about 30 odd minutes before the ambulance arrived. I didn’t call them.
@suisideup- “I was in the ambulance before I even felt the effects.”
-how do you know it doesn’t work if you went to the ambulance/ER straight away and didn’t wait for it to go into effect?
-if you wanted to die, then how come you called the ambulance so quick?
Here in Romania everybody is so self absorbed and selfish, nobody givea a shit about anything
Can’t you move to another country?
Maybe I should try but where?
If we did, we wouldn’t be here.
Fred Flintstone chewable vitamins mixed with tic-tacs and birth control pills will prevent life, taste good, and give you fresh breath.
It’s too bad we can’t share recipes here on SP, that there ^ is a solid pill combo.
What combo?
You ‘regulars’ here that keep repeatedly discussing specific suicide methods NEED TO STOP!!
I tried ignoring you (those types of posts),
but apparently you’re intensifying your efforts 🙁
So now I have to REPORT YOU;
I feel morally obligated,
being a decent (but very depressed) person + nurse,
It seems almost like you’re on a campaign
to kill every depressed person with suicidal thoughts or tendencies!
(Multiple threads with multiple suicide methods).
,,,And of course you’ll stay alive doing the same thing here or elsewhere,
while innocent, misguided, often helpless people, die using the killing methods you describe in detail.
Despicable!
* I hope others report *you too. *
* E.g. “lostallhope001, and some others repeatedly contributing to his threads.
These discussions (specific suicide methods)
ARE
unkind, actually cruel +
it is sadistic of “you” to come here (almost) every day encouraging others to kill themselves…
Life is tough enough, we don’t need people basically handing us the weapon,
(specific suicide method)
that we can MURDER ourselves with.
STOP!
Yes, I know often “misery loves company” + “negative people attract other negative people”,
but what you’re doing is worse
because it is
INTENTIONALLY DESTRUCTIVE + threatens others’ lives.
—-> Do you even care how many people have DIED by following YOUR instructions?
(E.g. Name of pill, dosage, etc.).
Unless you can prove their lives were totally HOPELESS,
with absolutely no chance for change or improvement,
you assisted in their murder (suicide).
I write this cause I expect you’ll reply with some lame (stupid) excuse like
you are just helping those who already decided to die.
—>You do NOT have the right, authority or reasonable judgment to help anybody to die.
Technically, in the U.S. you don’t even have the right to murder yourself…
but I could accept you have the right ethically, to chose to do what you want with YOUR OWN body,
(If you are declared mentally competent, which I doubt you are).
But you NEVER have the right to assist in other people’s deaths.
NO!
And that is why you need to go away.
Find another place to share your inappropriate (likely psychotic) thoughts,
with other selfish,
possibly dangerously insane,
certainly mean and hateful,
people like yourself.
Btw, Creators of this board clearly state the rules in FAQ (read them);
And their mission statement is for this website to be A PLACE FOR HOPE; Not death!!!
Goodbye.
P.S. For those here who (wrongly) believe posting about specific suicide methods (ways to kill yourself) is reasonable + rationale,
please seek professional help.
And I say this with genuine compassion + concern.
I care about your well-being.
Murdering yourself never makes sense.
(It’s against basic human instincts,
regardless of how awful + intolerable your life may seem at this moment).
Please don’t let destructive people inflence your decision. It’s your LIFE and it’s up to you to protect it, ALWAYS.
One day you will naturally die, anything else is murder (morally and ethically unacceptable).
I’m sorry if you hate your life or yourself (that can change) but murder by suicide is irreversible.
All of this is the truth.
You have the right to ignore the truth + me, if you choose.
I likely can’t stop you from killing yourself,
but I do plan to STOP people like “Lostallhope001” from killing others.
Good night.
Glad to know im not the only 1 seeing this happening as well. I called her out today on it. Idc how curious she is about all these methods, theres alot of more vulnerable people on here who might take her posts serious n use her methods. Every day she comes up with a new method, and itll never stop.