This year after Chester’s death I started asking, “How did he do it?” It’s suppose to be hard. It’s suppose to have a high fail rate and yet… some people manage to make it work. Were they braver than me? Were they in more pain than me that they couldn’t feel it?
Because lifeloving humans who don’t know what pain is wanna keep them away from us! It’s heartbreaking. Fuck this scum earth and fuck the ones who force us to keep breathing.
I was saving up for a gun this summer but i made the huge mistake of telling a friend who said he believed in my philosophy that suicide should be a choice.
Instead he turned Benidict Arnold on my ass and told a family member. Both went to every gun shop in town and warned them not to buy me a gun, showed me picture, and the reasons why I’m on SSI. I have a gun shop that is a quarter mile away. Studied up and knew which gun and bullet to use, and were to aim!
I fucking lost it on both of them when I found this out! I screamed at them for 4 hours straight! I deeply regret telling my friend of my plans. Not only did they take away my second amendment rights, but they took away my right to self determination and choice!
I get pissed off everytime I think about it. Life loving fucking fascists!
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I wish that too..
This year after Chester’s death I started asking, “How did he do it?” It’s suppose to be hard. It’s suppose to have a high fail rate and yet… some people manage to make it work. Were they braver than me? Were they in more pain than me that they couldn’t feel it?
Some people make it look so easy and effortless.
I wish there was. It’s not the dying part I’m afraid of it’s the surviving again.
Because lifeloving humans who don’t know what pain is wanna keep them away from us! It’s heartbreaking. Fuck this scum earth and fuck the ones who force us to keep breathing.
Fucking bastards I hate them. I want a drion pill
I hate them too. If it wasn’t for these life obsessed dimwits I would have already blew my brains out.
At least you are able to buy a gun. Here in Belgium you can’t get ond
I was saving up for a gun this summer but i made the huge mistake of telling a friend who said he believed in my philosophy that suicide should be a choice.
Instead he turned Benidict Arnold on my ass and told a family member. Both went to every gun shop in town and warned them not to buy me a gun, showed me picture, and the reasons why I’m on SSI. I have a gun shop that is a quarter mile away. Studied up and knew which gun and bullet to use, and were to aim!
I fucking lost it on both of them when I found this out! I screamed at them for 4 hours straight! I deeply regret telling my friend of my plans. Not only did they take away my second amendment rights, but they took away my right to self determination and choice!
I get pissed off everytime I think about it. Life loving fucking fascists!
Oh my.. That’s annoying as fuck. Why can’t people just mind their own business ?! And can’t you go to another town to get one?
And yet these are the same people who will do nothing to help us.
Because the Universe wants us to suffer.
I hate the universe