No matter how insignificant you are, you can learn to enjoy your life. Even if you stare at the ceiling in your house 6 hours per day(as I did when I was depressed) , you can still watch a movie no matter how boring. If you pay attention, you will find a little joy in your heart.
Also, it can be nice to have no personality. You are not attached to anything including an ego.
@lostallhope001 when i look in the mirror its almost as though i see no one. Honestly cant handle looking in the mirror anymore. I dont really know who i am in a sense, i mean i have a name and a life so to speak. If you think about it, looking in the mirror and saying, who am i? Makes me think who do i want to be. Ofcourse i could be anyone or do anything. But why? To please me? Society wouldnt go for that. Society would want me dead anyways. So then you think, what if i had one thing or a few things that would please me, that wouldnt effect what everyone else would think… It could work. However i would still have to live by their standards. If what pleased me out weighed that then sure id go for it. But that simple isnt possible.
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No matter how insignificant you are, you can learn to enjoy your life. Even if you stare at the ceiling in your house 6 hours per day(as I did when I was depressed) , you can still watch a movie no matter how boring. If you pay attention, you will find a little joy in your heart.
Also, it can be nice to have no personality. You are not attached to anything including an ego.
@lostallhope001 when i look in the mirror its almost as though i see no one. Honestly cant handle looking in the mirror anymore. I dont really know who i am in a sense, i mean i have a name and a life so to speak. If you think about it, looking in the mirror and saying, who am i? Makes me think who do i want to be. Ofcourse i could be anyone or do anything. But why? To please me? Society wouldnt go for that. Society would want me dead anyways. So then you think, what if i had one thing or a few things that would please me, that wouldnt effect what everyone else would think… It could work. However i would still have to live by their standards. If what pleased me out weighed that then sure id go for it. But that simple isnt possible.