I like these dark music, it fits me better, now. It’s anything but soothing. I still require these other components to describe anything that I may be trying to, better, I think. Like an unnatural condition, I can’t seem to unravel myself without these sounds. Why have I become such a fanatic of this. Some will fly and some will fall. The only thing that I can count on now, is that this momentum will someday put me where I need to be.. wherever and whenever that may be. And the only thing exciting now, is apparently not much. I suppose the innate mission to being here, would be a little grim. I think I prefer these soft melodies instead, though.