i wish i could say that i hate just my life. i hate life in general. i see so much potential, but it’s all thrown away to nothing. the world’s a sick, twisted place and we’re all suffering in some way. we tend to believe the crap we see in the media, but it’s all a big facade, a big lie, a big distraction. all of it. but we buy into it, because it’s entertaining and much easier to accept than reality.
the bible helped me wake up to the truth. it’s no wonder most people reject the teachings of Christ. it’s easier to live a lie. but my heavy contemplation of suicide led me on a quest for truth. when you find it, there’s a bearing of responsibility that comes with it. you start to connect the dots, and it starts to make sense. you can’t “prove” it, but you just know. you just do.
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Me too.
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i wish i could say that i hate just my life. i hate life in general. i see so much potential, but it’s all thrown away to nothing. the world’s a sick, twisted place and we’re all suffering in some way. we tend to believe the crap we see in the media, but it’s all a big facade, a big lie, a big distraction. all of it. but we buy into it, because it’s entertaining and much easier to accept than reality.
the bible helped me wake up to the truth. it’s no wonder most people reject the teachings of Christ. it’s easier to live a lie. but my heavy contemplation of suicide led me on a quest for truth. when you find it, there’s a bearing of responsibility that comes with it. you start to connect the dots, and it starts to make sense. you can’t “prove” it, but you just know. you just do.