Hey, been awhile since I’ve posted here but let me say, who knew things could get even worse? I’ve started cutting again and I’m on the edge. My anxiety is always telling me no one likes me. It’s scary. Everything seems scary. I’ve never wanted to die more. I might do it. I might go through. I should. No one would care, since I’m just a empty void. What do I do??? I just want to die so much, it hurts. No. One. Would. Care.
(sorry this is so short, i was in a rush)
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Hey lovvely, I’m sorry that things are worse for you.
thanks for being sweet about it
Do you have friends, family, a job? Try to focus on something else, maybe a hobby. I use to walk, makes me feel better. It is temporary, I know, but it helps.
I try, but I have very few friends. Most people tell me to just off myself anyway. I’m only 14 too, so I don’t have a job. School is a good distraction but it’s also a big stress
i meant 13 oops
i’m 13 too
Have you tried the different ways to stop cutting like using ice cubes? Also, if you have the urge to cut, I highly recommend completely changing up your routine. Get out of the house…like the others said, go for a walk. Change your scenery. Change the music. Go to a restaurant and order pancakes. Just anything to get out of the ritual. Also, throw away those ritual items…like the razor or needle, the little box, the tissues etc. Think about people you know who you just highly respect. Imagine them in the room with you. What would they say to you? Then imagine the person cutting is someone you love so much….a family member, a future unborn child etc. Would you want that person to cut? No. So love yourself too. (please)
that’s one of the most inspirational thing I’ve ever heard, thank you. I appreciate it.
I’d care
a
lot
<3
xoxo