So… *check the time* that is about 18 hours so far and I am still in good mood from last night. I feel so happy and..belong maybe.
Maybe it is just one time thing every once a while. They may not that serious about want me as their friend or whatever…I don’t know honest. I hope so… We did have really good time last night. Lot of joking and laughing. It was so good but I am not let myself have some hope just yet… I would love for them to be my new friends and maybe more than that though if things go well. It has been long while since I have that kind of moment and I love it. It was just a first meeting and yet I feel so… clicked in. I feel like I belong again… I am try not let myself make it as one of fairy tales from my life, because sometimes it does not mean anything to other and it may be just me feel that way…
But the main point is that I finally get what I need. I feel much lighter. Maybe I won’t come here as often now. We will see.