Somethings is wrong with me if I could not feel loved or compassion from one other? I have friends and family that loves me and care for me but it didn’t touch me or anything? I don’t appreciate them enough or something?
I was thinking… Am I selfish? That other’s love is not enough? I don’t appreciate them? I have to take littles goods thing whatever I can from them even though it is not all rainbow and unicorns… Life is not fair. So I guess I am selfish for want more and said that is not enough to make myself feel better. It feel like it is my fault for not feel much of love or appreciate by other.
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Who said you have to feel love and affection for everyone? Maybe it’s not enough. Maybe you don’t need love. Maybe you need a lover.
Mm.. true… But, I should not blame them for not make me feel good enough though. That was my mistake.
Do you really think a lover would solve this problem? I am 22 years old and I have not date yet.
I don’t know Bean. A nice date would probably help your self esteem. A crappy date may make you feel worse. Or it might make you feel like finding a better person to date.
you worry too much
You are not first say this. So you might be right.