Lost

I had my best goal to date to be completely isolated in middle of woods never having to see/speak to another human… I hate people so it’s funny I am opposite as you (but I choose a DIFFERENT way. I understand the same old same old work, friends, finances… but that is sooooo not the way I choose. It is just like they are taking over the world with their one way street signs

Which leaves me suicidal because I don’t choose this way but it is forced on me.
The people drain me, make me a worse person, leave me worse off, make me hate myself, and completely steal my true self out of my hands until I turn into someone else

I would go a step above killing my vibe and say they actually are killing me