I try to live a normal life, I really do. But it seems that I can’t live 30 minutes of my day without the creeping thought of death/suicide perstering my brain and getting increasingly more intense throughout the day.
“Do it, it is your only option. Your life has been wasted, and the only way to alleviate your lved ones of your parasidic lifestyle is to remove yourself from the equation. You owe it to them.”
These thoughts are breaking me. I have had many of my former loves and desires die out like this, and I don’t want my final one to die being my will to resist the bullet.
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You need a mantra. Some meditation or to practice mindfulness. It has helped me out sooo much with my haunting and oppressive thoughts.