I don’t know any of you and it’s frustrating as fuck to write this on a phone so I would hope you understand atleast a bit.
I love you all sooooo much!!!! I know it’s hard as fudge!! Life sux!!! Emotions run us all and they aren’t easy to control.
I want you all to understand there are people who can care even though they do not know us. I want you all to understand there are people who understand you even though they aren’t going through what you are going through.
I would sacrifice anything to make you all understand from my point because I have learned that life is worth it. Sooner or later you can make it something worth living.
I have learned I love to drive so I drive. Everyday. I drive fast. I also love drugs. So I do some drugs here and there.
We can manage life but we have to manage it on our terms and not others. Family meant something to me but it meant shit to my family so I had to take it on the chin when it comes to family but I found something, family wise, worth having. A little girl to call my own. Now I live for her and it’s totally worth it.
i want you all to realise life can be worth it, it just takes time.
Not that suicide isn’t worth it but it’s an easy way out that can be had anytime. Give life a chance. Give brave a chance (go talk to that boy/girl you want to talk too but are too scared too). Take a chance on being happy and if that doesn’t work then end it but with enough chance you will find it’s worth it.
I love you all.
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That’s too much love…I don’t know if I can handle it. 🙂
Thank you. 🙂