She left me today on our 3rd week anniversary and it was my fault. I feel like I’m about to lose my job. What a great way to start the week.
I’m sorry. She gave my life meaning. She was my motivation but i didn’t know I was hurting her, stressing her out. I didn’t know everything she sacrificed for me.
I feel empty and if I lose this job now then I think I’m going to end it. I rather it be sooner than later. That way I don’t have to be in fear and that way I can start planning it out.
I asked her if she still loved me, she said she doesnt know anymore. We had a fight on Wednesday about this guy who she was joking with online both her and him said it was nothing serious, both are my friends and I just got jealous. She dealt with it and moved on but again we had the same fight today and that’s why she called it quits. And told me everything she sacrificed and her issues at home.
I’m sorry amber. I didn’t mean to hurt you. Also I’m sorry for the person reading this. I can’t bring myself to proof read this.