So, Imma try and commit suicide today. I already have things ready, I’m only waiting for my grandmother to go out and it’s game over for me. Wish me luck, see you on the other side!
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I feel I should Do the same…
I keep putting it off like every one is saying today I feel like we can connect there
There is no reason I put off other than more comfortable living situations prospective in near future…
It’s hard to put off because living situation is unbearable last 3-5 years and have frankly preferred suicide …
Don’t kill myself becAuse would at least like to have one decent day before I do…
I will not have one single decent day until my living situation improves
I just ask for one decent day and then I will end my life
I don’t know if I will ever even have one
I tell you it’s not just bad it is horrendous
I can’t even breathe here
I personally would like at least 1 or 2 good years to make up for all the crappy years I had to put up with. I’ve had some nice days but that isn’t enough for me. Like you there are things I must experience before I die, things I’ve wanted to do my whole life but didn’t have the opportunity to. Otherwise there isn’t much else keeping me here.
I am working on improving my situation and that still could work out and if it doesn’t at least I tried. When I was younger I was really intent on living and getting a great life but after so many things not going my way I finally stopped caring about life. I have some hope left to keep me going but I won’t drag this on for more than 5-10 years if things don’t improve.
Yeah I have literally nothing I want to accomplish so I don’t know why I got to live for… I made a list of all the things I want to do before I die and it was basically… hey I want to eat a gyro, like I want to get Carl’s Jr., um, maybe have some sort of salad and a cup of tea from Wendy’s…
I guess I want my parents to stop being pissed off at me, but that won’t happen. I want to be forgiven so I know the choice is mine…
I think there is nothing left for me…
At this point, you know I don’t care to even ever own my own property I don’t care to do things I used to KNOW I WOULD do. Now I just know that I am moving in no direction forward backward up or down I am stuck on ground level forever and ever
Things that used to interest me now have run their time… you know like dance, run or jump… laugh and know that I am safe happy alive free….. now my body feels it is not mine… I am psedoparalyzed and every time I try to leave my garbage pail I cannot find the strength…
I feel I am being watched all the time feel I can’t say or do anything without being judged I feel I cannot even walk a certain way or breathe without something cutting off my lifeline
I used to have big dreams….. they are no longer mine
Now the only thing I hope to accomplish in larger terms is never get arrested again.. never have law enforcement on my ass…. etc. etc. find a better place to hide maybe get a disguise
Cause of Death,
Sorry to hear what you’ve had to go through and I can understand why you feel you’ve given up. As for parents, I found that once I lived on my own my relationships improved a lot esp. when I got older. I don’t know if it’s possible for you to live on your own.
I couldn’t begin to suggest how you can make your life better if that’s possible, only you would know, being in your situation. But if you do choose to exit this life then do your research and find a method that is safe, reliable and effective.
It can be a scary thing to decide to end it but once you are able to let go of everything then the decision is easier to make. I came close a few years ago, but my life got pretty busy so I put it aside. I don’t look forward to doing it-but if I can’t improve my situation there is no reason to continue. Good luck in your decision.
Good luck Dan, hope it works out well for you. One day I will definitely do the same. The more I’ve learned about suicide and hearing other stories and the bs I’ve had to deal with in my life, the more comfortable I am with the idea. It should be 100% legalized and medically-assisted but govt/societies change slowly, so some of us can’t wait for that.
I really understand your enthusiasm. You believe that suicide is the long deserved peace or the perfect answer for a cruel society.
I don’t know if it’s the perfect answer to a cruel society but I believe it’s very doubtful if it can bring a total end to your life or if it brings you a better afterlife. It’s very doubtful.
It’s much better to endure now in this life than to wake up in another life, possibly worse than this one.
No we don’t come back, this is the one and only life you ever get. Time to get over silly myths, superstitions invented by ignorant peasants who knew nothing about science or biology. When your body dies so do you (conscience).
Don’t be deterred by worrying about an afterlife which doesn’t exist and don’t let that be a reason to continue a life of misery, pain, and suffering because you’re too afraid of being re-born. You’re going to die anyway (we all will), better to do so on your terms than from some horrible disease or getting dementia and rotting in an old folks home where they get abused.
I failed again guys, thanks to all of you who replied to my post 🙂