Thank you

Um… I’m sorry if I’ve been talking too much here and maybe some of my posts haven’t been the best or something. 🙁

I’m just really lonely and literally have no friends and work too much and I’m really tired…

I used to have people I talked to all the time online too but that hasn’t happened in years and I always got a lot of stuff on my mind and I’m really sensitive so I like… idk…

Anyways, I think this site kind of helps bring a little bit of empathy out of me… though at the same time it also makes me really sad, of course, which is understandable…

I might make more posts soon when I get home…

But right now, I just want to say thank you. 🙂

… And well, I still do have a side to me that wants to get back at the world for hurting me, some of the stuff I posted hasn’t really changed, the good and bad sides of me is all of me, and well… sometimes I want good and evil to not exist and just run away from everything and maybe even die…

I um… wondering if there’s a point to saying this and if it should be in this post or another one but…

After changing up what I bring to lunch in the past 2-3 years or so since April-May 2016, I um… settled now for lean cuisine… comfort food type. :p

Seems almost sad in a way…

I like these turkey ones, where one comes with sweet potato and another one is cinnamon apples. :p Their tasty. <3

Also maybe it’s because I’m part Japanese, but curry and miso are also comfort foods to me. :p I love curry and miso. <3

Anyways, I’m wondering if I’m pushing myself too hard to make posts though… but I also can’t imagine doing much else…

And all the sniles and kindness I try to spread seems so pained and sad…

But I really am trying with all of it.

And I wonder if I should go back to some of my posts and add more tags, idk…

Got to go soon, see you.