I’m scared I might do it tonight. I’m so afraid. I don’t even have a plan, haven’t thought about it seriously in a while, but I want to more than ever before. I’ve been asking myself if I wanted to die for months now and I thought through what led to that point and I started writing about it and the decision just came out. I want to die, knowing that, it’s like I need to. I’m afraid of dying, but it seems like the only thing to do, the only solution. Without it, I’m trapped in a state I neither deserve nor want, I’m an outcast and a stranger in my own life. I know it’s wrong, but I don’t know how to stop feeling this.
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I know exactly how you feel. I’ve tried once failed. I want nothing more than to die myself. I’m just scared of the pain of doing it
That is a sad story. With a name like Tyler, you must have folk who care about you and don’t want to see you go. What would you do, say , you decide to not commit?
Trying to do it without a plan is not a good idea. Even when they have one, some people survive their attempt.
Is it possible to wait at least one single day ? Even if you have to go, it’s better to have a plan.
I certainly understand wanting to die, because I feel exactly like you do.
If you go through with ending things, I would recommend planning it out to help minimize the chance something goes wrong and leaves you worse off than you are now.
I wish I could suggest a way that you could get help to stop feeling like you do, but I don’t know of any that actually work. I’m sorry. But whatever you choose to do, I wish you peace and good luck.
You believe it to be the wrong decision, but you feel it in a moment of agony, that it is the path you wish to take? I suppose you trust your better judgement and you make the right decision 😉