How can you be surrounded by so much love yet feel nothing but worthlessness and pain.
Everyone has something that eats inside of them, making them feel awful but will it ever be possible for it never to occur?
Life has to have some type of pain in order to teach a valuable lesson but when is the pain too much? Some of us are strong enough to move forward and use that pain for strength in bettering yourself while others stay stuck in an endless circle of when will it be all over.
The darkness becomes a burden not only to yourself but others around you. How can you explain what you feel when the words won’t form in your mouth? Maybe they wouldn’t understand or maybe they will judge you.
Darkness within a soul drains your entire existence which can either make you stronger or consume you completely, and the hardest part is choosing which place you belong if you belong anywhere at all.
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Normal people would say that we could do it if we just try. They tell you stay positive but those things doesnt work the same with people like us. For us, pains cannot be our strength. We grew up having no will at all. We grew up with a monster inside. Normal people wouldn’t understand at all
Try to love yourself for who you are
It’s hard to when you hate everything about yourself and know you can’t change one thing and you can’t become happy with it, so what can you do? how do you deal or cope with the pain.