I’ve tried eating but everything in my head says to stop that I don’t deserve to eat that I’m fatter than anybody in my family and everything that goes in my body must come out I don’t know what to do I’m just so lost my mind is winning and I’m losing the fight badly
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I’ve pretty much always been skinny. I find it hard to gain weight, so I eat whatever I want. Unfortunately, it’s seldom healthy. Even if I don’t gain weight, I still get bloated, I still get bad skin, it still ages me. I would rather not think of what it has done to my insides.
My point is that regardless of your weight or appearance, maybe your priority should be your health and quality of life. It’s not healthy to stuff yourself with junk, but neither is starvation.
I’m trying my best to eat but it’s the voices that tell me I shouldn’t
That is a tough one! I eat what ever I want but when i’m busy I don’t eat, I say eat smaller portions.
I wish I can do that I’m too busy listening to the voices
Hello there fellow human. It has come to my attention that you are not a very happy human. :c Im sorry about what has happened to you. No one should ever have to loose the one they love like you did. Have you ever read all the bright places? If not, im not sure if it’ll help or harm you to.. but i guess i should at least mention it exists.
If you ever feel alone and want someone to talk to, me email is devinbelver@yahoo . This site doesnt like full links so i cut off the end of course but yeah. You don’t have to contact me, but if you ever want someone to talk to