i’m gaining weight again and tbh it makes me feel so fucking gross i hate myself for eating and not running enough to burn off all the calories . my birthday is coming up in like a week and a half and god knows i’ll probably be stupid and eat cake and not run after . i’m slowly slipping back into the headspace i was in when i was 71 pounds and tbh i either am gonna lose a lot of weight and feel really good or i’m gonna be hospitalized again .. whatever . i need to be skinnier regardless of what my doctor says . maybe ana/mia will kill me this time .. i hope . – xoxo , Li <3
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Lilith , Hi again
opp’s I hit send by accident! Now I have to ask you a few question’s
First 71 lbs? you better be like 2′-6″ or EAT!! EAT!!
Second Who’s anamia? Your First name I hope?
Third I almost accepted the cutting thing now a eating thing!
I can only take some much, I can’t lose you, I think your the only one that likes me!!!
EAT!!
that’s the problem tho , i eat too much !
Ana and Mia are names I’ve used to refer to anorexia and bulimia. I assumed that’s what the title was referring to.
Derp that was meant as a reply to Rocketman….
Either way you should eat the cake, you deserve it.
*names I’ve heard used to refer to
argh I suck at proofreading
thank you , but i really don’t deserve it 🙁