I diagnosed myself with borderline personality disorder
I’ve never sought treatment nor do I intend to
I enjoy harming myself and fucking with people’s emotions
I accepted the fact that I will never be happy
No matter how good life gets, I will always make it bad
I realized that I will always rather be dead
I’m disgusted with who I am and I cannot stand the sight of my own face
I don’t know why I was born like this
And now I’m stuck being a case manager for the mentally ill
I’m pretty fucked up, wouldn’t you agree?
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No more fucked up than anyone else. Most people just don’t realize they’re fucked up, or they’re afraid to break the tranquil waters that they want everyone to see. We’re all a mess. Welcome to the club. Now, where are we going, and how will we get there? I’d ask the scarecrow but he’d probably tell us to go both ways. Stupid scarecrow.
i must agree. its fun playing with peoples emotions and i also hate the sight of my face. however what you discribed doesnt sound like bpd. of course you might not have told us everything.
Borderline personality disorder (BPD), also known as emotionally unstable personality disorder (EUPD), is a mental disorder characterized by a long-term pattern of abnormal behavior and by conflicting relationships with other people, poor sense of self, and unstable emotions