I’ve made a pact with myself. I will only kill myself with a pistol. So far I haven’t purchased said pistol. It makes me feel relieved to have a method.
I think I’m going to kill myself I just don’t know when or how. I’ve been working on it for 15 years but I still can’t figure out how.. so that is the only reason I am still alive. I know for the last 15 years that I have nothing to live for and every moment is just a waste of time.. I’m not afraid of dying, I’ve never had anything good in my life, I just can’t figure out how to commit…..
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I’ve made a pact with myself. I will only kill myself with a pistol. So far I haven’t purchased said pistol. It makes me feel relieved to have a method.
That actually sounds like a good way to deal with it. I would like to jump, maybe in a river. Maybe I can choose a place I won’t get to visit soon…
I think I’m going to kill myself I just don’t know when or how. I’ve been working on it for 15 years but I still can’t figure out how.. so that is the only reason I am still alive. I know for the last 15 years that I have nothing to live for and every moment is just a waste of time.. I’m not afraid of dying, I’ve never had anything good in my life, I just can’t figure out how to commit…..