My mind is killing me, i sometimes don’t know what to do. i feel like the world, universe is against me. Like my life is a lie. like i shouldn’t be here. i dont know how much longer i can take this. its been 5 years of these thoughts, cutting, suicide attempts. ive tried almost everything and im bout ready to give up. i wish there is still hope. i hope there is hope. i just dont even know what to do anymore…
someone help please
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How can I help you?
I just need to somehow stop being sad all the time. i need to stop hurting myself. i need the suicidal thoughts to be gone. i need everything to stop…
If you want to share your situation, i can hear you out. I’ll try my best to help you if you want a listening ear or just someone to rant to. If you wanna talk, add my instagram (venushpoa) the one with a tree icon.
Since i have nothing better to do, let me inspire you xd. There is a quote i just found. I know, i know, quotes are over-rated but they do sound really sagely most of the time. It goes, “If you want the rainbow, you have to bear the rain.” Well, you guessed it. You’re in the rain part now, but if you bear it, take all life has got to throw at you and emerge victorious, you’ll prosper and imagine how thankful you would be for having gone through all those hurdles and how you kept your chin up. Sounds like a very good prospect to look forward to doesn’t it? But nothing good comes easy. We were taught this from the moment we were born. Good grades don’t come without hardwork. Good salary doesn’t come without blood, sweat and tears. The arrow doesn’t fly drawn forward, so when life is dragging you back with all it’s might, just imagine it being a propeller to fly forward. That is, if you dont snap before then. However, one must concede that the universe often times seems against us. It is difficult to do anything in this world, even existing requires effort. Even if you feel that you can’t do it, Start where you are, use what you have, do what you can. Remember, failure is not falling down, it’s staying down. Damn, im so good at this xd. There is a chance that whatever i said doesn’t apply to your situation but i guess it cant hurt to be on the safe side. Also, i dont really get what you mean that your life is a lie. It could be imposter syndrome where you feel the success you’ve earned is not justifiable by your effort, that it came by luck. If that’s the case then lol to whatever i said. It’s not right to say luck doesn’t have a role in life. But remember, this unfairness corrects itself since life is unfair to everyone and in that it is fair. Some may be blessed in academics, but might have shortcomings somewhere else. Let me interpret “My life is a lie”. Because i can think of some scenarios. It could be betrayal, unhappiness or just something completely worldly that caused you profound anxiety and despair. I can’t really say much until you tell me what it is, that is if you wanna. Anyways, that’s all from me. I sincerely hope you make choices you regret the least and find peace somehow.
thanks, but i don’t want to reveal who i am..