Why do people think so weird of a person wanting to die? My twinsister is the lucky one. She died in my mother belly when my mother was 3 months pregnant. And I am now living a sad life without any motivation to keep on living. And All I feel is jealousy against her. Why her and not me? I had this feeling since I was 14, I’m now 24 and that feeling is getting stronger and stronger. 2019 has been a year full of loses. I’ve lost my baby because my body had a bad reaction on the pregnancy, I’ve lost my job because I got sick and had a trauma of the abortion, I’ve lost myself… I just want to die, without physical pain. I want the mental pain to stop.
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Deeply sorry for your terrible loss. I can’t exactly relate to your condition, but hope you can overcome that tragic experience.
My mom had an abortion in 1971. I just wish she would have ALSO aborted me. I’ve wanted to die since as long as I can remember. I was supposed to have killed myself in 2012. I can’t believe I am still alive here.