This is the first time that I am actually trying to tell someone about how I feel, every time I try to write something or tell someone I always give up because I am too scared about what other people will tell me about it. Maybe I am making a mistake, but I just want to talk to someone without them getting angry and telling me that my life is perfect and that I am just a liar because since I always look so happy on the outside, there’s no way that I am thinking about suicide and that I only cut myself for attention. I want to talk to someone…… Maybe I could do It if I wasn’t so useless
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I know how you feel. Always faking a smile cause if you don’t you’re “weird” or “abnormal”, but if you try to tell someone what’s going on in your head, they don’t want to hear it and automatically you’re full of shit because “life isn’t that hard”. So you know what you do? You talk to the one person that can make you laugh in hopes that it distracts you from what’s going on long enough to catch a breath.
I think its important to vent or just share what’s on your mind to someone you trust.
But to be honest they wont have any answers to your problems or pain, suffering.
Your choice.
I talk to my friend about my problems all the time. And judgemenot is right, he doesnt have the answers. But it isn’t always about answers so much as someone that will listen and not judge while you rant and just try to make sense of your own thoughts instead of listening to them screaming in your head. But as stonytripp said, I do feel weird, I do feel abnormal. And my friend is honest to me when I ask him anything even if he knows I dont want to hear it. He knows the truth is better then living a lie. Just yesterday i asked him if I was “different”.
It really is all about telling the right person. It has to be someone you trust a lot. If not it could hurt you. I’m defiently not saying telling a friend is a bad idea I’m just saying you should think about it and make sure you trust them because once they know you cant make them forget.
And if maybe telling a friend isn’t exactly for you, I also find pacing and ranting out loud alone helps.