Today I broke down in front of my cousin sister. I broke down in front of someone for the first time in years and without knowing the full story, all she did was discourage me and then proceeded to tell me the minor flaws of her perfect life saying she had it worse. I regret letting my emotions get the best of me in that moment. I can’t take the way she looks at me now, the look that says’ you’re just overreacting, you’re just creating drama’. In that moment I learnt the lesson that no one is ever really gonna understand me. I just feel worse now, knowing that there’s someone who knows about my problems and judges me for that. I wish I could go back in time when I was just suffering alone. I guess I’m just gonna keep things to myself from now on until I can’t take it anymore.
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I can relate to that feeling, it’s hard to be so vulnerable and still get kicked, I’m sorry your dealing with that right now. Not everyone is like that though, so don’t give up hope.
I’m sure you’ll find that this online community is very understanding and not judgmental. If you need to share this is a pretty safe place.
I’m sorry to hear that, perhaps it’s a good idea to try solve the problems at hand, for as far as I understand it breakdowns are a bottling of stressors without knowing how to cope with it or solve the cause of the stressors.