Afraid……to sleep? NO….been drinkin all night so sleep will come easy. Heart pounding, I know this is THE END. The end of all the pain…..and all the laughter, orgasms, fun and happy. The pain outweighs the good. Will the gas envelop my lungs and render me unconscious? will the gas burn my eyes, making me cry harder than I already am? The FUCK ever! just fasten your hands to the chair and stare….with eyes shut tight, just BREATHE and go to sleep.