never & always

i have no energy.  i have given up.  i do not deserve to be loved.  i will never be loved by someone.  i will never be in a safe situation.  i will never be cherished.  i will never be happy.  i will never be unbound.  i will never be kept around.  i will never be anyone’s first priority.  i will always be abandoned.  i will always be pitied.  i will always be the last choice.  i will always be in pain.  i will always be a puppet.  i will always be worthless.