Dear mates.
I’m planning something that can save me from any emotional fallout, I look for a method/methods that can make me get a sweet death without pain, maybe sleeping.
I kindly ask that some person could tell me in detail some method, that is not failable if possible; I cannot afford the shame of waking up in the hospital, knowing that I have struck the balance of my relatives and acquaintances.
I also want to thank those who created the site pattern, it is very calming.
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one of the site rules is that you can’t discuss any methods, sorry.
Maybe you could still vent here, though. I know it might seem kind of disappointing that all you can do on this site is “talk about your feelings”, but it is really helpful. If nothing else, at least all that pain will be in out in words instead of inside you.
But i saw posts where people discuss about experiences with helium suicide, and also the effect of brain damage of that
I think the mods don’t remove all the method-related posts because they were either 1.posted before that rule was made or 2.the mods haven’t noticed it yet
Understood, thanks
I highly suggest trying to use the site for venting before you take any serious/irreversible actions. it can provide a lot of relief.
This from the FAQ’s: “…no in-depth discussion of suicide methods. ” That being said, we try to give what comfort we can to all who are in so much brain pain. Comfort could even seem really weird given how much we hurt and how much we can want to end that pain. But, you know, for most that tries to end it all they survive and some do see a way forward, says this guy that was totally sure 2-25-2013 was his last day using a means that was mathematically certain.
I used to say, truly wanting to kill yourself, was an unreasonable thought (coming from a brain not thinking reasonably). Whether it be due to a chemical imbalance, stress, severe depression/anxiety, grief or a long list of other causes.
Now, I’m not so sure.
But regardless, since it is an (often) irreversible decision,
I always suggest you ask 3 people first, if they think you are making a “reasonable” decision, before you take action.
You owe that much to yourself, and your past life + potentially future.
Maybe I will ask here soon?
I know I do not want to die but I’ve run out of ideas on how I can stay alive.
It’s not fair (life never is) – just the only available conclusion, after a long journey.
I hope you consider my suggestion + ask 3 people if it is “reasonable” for you to die now. Wishing you peace + comfort.
btw- It was someone who tried to kill himself several times that told me that, years ago- He said suicide is always due to “unreasonable” thinking.
Made sense; Now I’m not so certain?
Then , as now, I doubt three people could find a departure of mine reasonable. But in the future, a situation could arise to where it is unthinkable to live another day. These days I keep on addressing the pain that almost claimed my life in 2013. The trauma pain is getting to be less severe and less often, but still not trivial, to be sure. I treasure the work of, and the healing relationship with, my therapist.