Feeling utterly stupid and worthless, I’ve been with my fiancé for more than a year now and a few months ago I found out he had been lying to me for most of our relationship then found out he cheated on me with his ex wife first then after everything seemed to go back to normal and he was regaining my trust I found out he cheated on me with one of his oldest friends all while I was pregnant I’ve had our daughter now and everything was beyond great open communication trust was back just a few bad dreams here and there then I find out he’s been lying to me again I know I should leave but I love him and I feel so stupid, I’ve always had depression and ever since he started doing all this its gotten way worse and my drinking is almost an all day thing I can’t deal with life anymore I’ve attempted suicide in the past and im feeling its probably my only option again I hate him and I love him i still want to make him feel good and do things for him he continues to say he loves me but I don’t believe him if he did he wouldn’t have done all that he’s done to me
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Believe me i understand what youre goin thru. My kids dad was a compulsive cheater due to sex addiction. Trust me when i say he doesnt love you. If he loved u, he would respect you and not sleep with other women. It really is better if u walk away now because he wont stop, and he thinks youre too scared to leave him so he knows he can get away with it. Dont be a doormat.