I’m tired af

I’d love to be able to focus on more than one sentence of a song’s lyrics, but these are the ones I’ve got tonight;
“I had some dreams, they were clouds in my coffee”
“Damn this town, I mean it this time, damn this town, I’ve made up my mind”
“head like a hole, dark like your soul, I’d rather die, than give you control”
“he can see no reasons, cause there are no reasons, what reasons do you need to be shown?”
“I know I’m being used, that’s okay man cause I like the abuse, I may be dumb, but I’m not a dweeb, just a sucker with no self esteem.”

IDK, does anything help? I’m on the same quest, trying to get my head quiet enough to go to sleep. It’s getting harder again, less and less to wake up to and whatnot. Still, marching without orders and saluting where no flag flies, I drudge onward.