If you ask me how I am doing. Well I am most likely to tell you “Iam fine” pretty standard for somebody like me. A few months back life for me changed for the worst. My best friend just left without a say and left me in the deepest darkest time. We had a fight and she set all my anxiety’s and fears off with a bloody dripped cut up leg and siting in the pool of blood as i screamd for that pain to go. I stood and punched the area my brain tumor sits several times to end this pan once and for all and well I remember coming around to aambulance and paramedics. Was it enough nope…. Since then my health has taken the shittiest turn ever where I am now facing more troules han ever before and wishing some how I can eventually be swopped down and taken early. I can’t do this life anymore. Showered with love and people showing care as they do it’s just become to much to handle at times. I want to slip away and go and right now staying here is only beause it’s everybody elses selfish needs and wants. I haven’t much of a life now so let me be free.
I feel I have nosleeveanymore.
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I’m sorry. It sounds like you’ve been through a horrible time.
I have recently. Just seems to be getting worse each try I take to do good something else happens.