i have lost everything, no friends, no pation, no future, family don’t want me, i have no one to turn to, i don’t have place in the world, i just exist day by day with no aim just going around trying not to think that at all just trying to be numb, idk my self sometimes, idk what’s wrong with me, why am i here? [- __-]
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I can relate (& I’m 40, so things got much worse now for me)
I ask that question everyday
keeping meat fresh, performing various arbitrary tasks, occasionally sharing wisdom or effort towards a better world.
IDK, man. Why are you so against nothing. Nothing is something hard to make, as in creating a total vacuum is currently outside of the reach of modern man. I’d rather fade away than be shot walking down the street, that’s the worst. Like every year I’m going to have more obscure and bizarre stories to tell, and new ways to convince people to listen to them. Then eventually when my influence has diffused through the family, to the point I’m no longer needed, that’s how I want it to end. It’s a hard road right now.