plaything

do you even listen when i speak?
everyone loves you
you make friends wherever you go
so why are you with me?
a complete opposite
you’re with someone that is begging for purpose
while you’re oozing it out
do you enjoy broken girls?
maybe you want to watch me kill myself
that might be it
i know men and their fetishes
i don’t want to be your toy anymore
i’m only dying for my own amusement
on my watch and nobody will be able to get off on it