It’s been a year now, i never posted though i saved many draft that i couldn’t post . I read people’s problem as way to forget mine. But things got worse, school stress, family, loneliness, anxiety, depression and life.. I used to cut myself as a coping mechanism , physical pain makes me forget the war inside me, but i think im going back to it because im really hurting,im so in pain and drowning. I spend so much time on scrolling Instagram without nobody noticing me or just checking on me. I spend time on discord watching people talking and being ignored by everyone.. I just don’t know what i did wrong to live this shit. Im living the worst toxic life i don’t know what to do anymore i feel like im quitting.
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The world doesn’t notice us, but you’re among friends here. How long did you go without cutting? It’s a horrible addiction, I hope you can find something else, anything.
It’s been 5 months without cutting i tried hard to do anything else but this and the more depressed i get the more this idea crush my head
5 months is amazing. Please don’t go back to it. I’m going on 2 months without self harm and times are tough but I know if I go back then everything will fall apart fast. Whatever you do, please don’t go back to cutting. Even if you have to resort to other bad habits, anything is better than self harm because I think that’s the last step before suicide.