I want out man. Im poor, im sick, and im tired. The only person i really care about in here is my brother. And hes also poor sick and tired.
Our medical problems literally keep us up at night, and we dont have the money or means to get medical help. The few times we did, they werent able to help either one of us in the end.
If all this life has to offer is pure agony with sparse bouts of tranquility then i dont want it anymore. If continued pain and suffering is all that waits for me tomorrow then id rather not see it.
My only options are live in grueling misery to watch my brother live in grueling agony or kill myself. There is no great and merciful god. There is only us to save ourselves and i lack the strength to anymore.
Our species seems dull, apathetic, greedy, and lazy. Its doomed us all and im on the bottom rung of the shitpile. I dont seek pity, i dream for release of this torment.
Our medical problems literally keep us up at night, and we dont have the money or means to get medical help. The few times we did, they werent able to help either one of us in the end.
If all this life has to offer is pure agony with sparse bouts of tranquility then i dont want it anymore. If continued pain and suffering is all that waits for me tomorrow then id rather not see it.
My only options are live in grueling misery to watch my brother live in grueling agony or kill myself. There is no great and merciful god. There is only us to save ourselves and i lack the strength to anymore.
Our species seems dull, apathetic, greedy, and lazy. Its doomed us all and im on the bottom rung of the shitpile. I dont seek pity, i dream for release of this torment.
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I want out also. This life just becomes more painful with each passing day. The people im around just become more mean and nasty also. Ive had it with this shitty life.