im tired of “living”
im tired of having no personality besides sad and sarcastic
im tired of being comfortable with sadness
im tired of not knowing how to live
im tired of trying to escape my negative reality
im tired of pretending im fine
im tired of being “that guy”
im tired of being that stereotypical nerdy ***** nobody would dream of
im tired of fighting my sad thoughts when they’re right
im tired of talking to people who dont care
im tired of watching greed, malice and ego be rewarded, no matter the field
im tired of existing for other people
im tired of being manipulated
im tired of having feelings
im tired of eating, drinking and sleeping
im tired of disappointing everyone
im tired of being a fucking ugly ***** who just weirds people out like im actually a creep
im tired of liking things people make fun of me for
im tired of knowing ill die rightfully alone
im tired of watching everyone else knowing how to live
im tired of just wanting to escape reality
im tired of having no more passion for my hobbies
im tired of being a stupid rambling ***** who goes on and on with nothing important to say
im tired of being the last in line
im tired of being worthless
im tired of not knowing how to change my life
im tired of being the worst person i know
im tired of being the only person i hate.
im tired of seeing actual horrible people live a life thats great
im tired of politics, watching the even more horrible people juggling millions like they’re pawns
im tired of people telling me what i need to do but not how to do it
im tired of being too stupid to learn
im tired of being lazy
im tired of having the guns but not the courage
im tired of professionals telling me im too much a burden to bear
im tired of people pretending to care
im tired of those i need not being there
im tired of never knowing what to talk about
im tired of being ignored by a wonderful girl ill never deserve, who only tolerates my existence and nothing more
im tired of keeping hope like things will get better
im tired of annoying people with my feelings
im tired of hurting those who get close
im tired of being tall and having these stupid fucking broad shoulders to make me stand out
im tired of being a weird *****
im tired of being a fucking selfish shit
im tired of only knowing sad or mad
im tired of bottling it all up
im tired of money and the greed it breeds
im tired of there always being somebody better
im tired of knowing nothing about life
im tired of being alive
im tired of looking at my face
im tired of wasting air
im just tired of wasting space.
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I’ve learned life is everything you’ve posted and im told we’re supposed to ignore it and keep trying. I too am too tired of ignoring it all. Today I’m letting myself sit in the same feelings today’s (minus the tall part, I’m very short and have always hated it).
Hey, could I just say, you could really draw. So much better than I can do. If only you could teach me…
it’s simple, just gather as many references you can, people you want to draw like and just copy until what comes out is competent
I feel you bro, I feel you so much. Maybe not on everything exactly but on like 90% of it. I already related to this when you posted and I still do, so much. Just know, you’re not alone.
Your art is so cute!!