here i am again
i dont know what triggered it this time
im not happy
and i think what’s the point then?
nothing really brings me joy anymore
my sex drive is gone
i hate work and it’s not fulfilling
i barely have friends and family
and i dread to see them
so what’s the point of all this suffering?
there’s no light at the end of the tunnel
it’s a saturday night and i feel depressed
so im waiting for the high to hit
i can only hope that will numb away my pain
i’ve always heard drugs is a way to escape reality
and it’s more acceptable than suicide so let’s give it a try