I want to tell my story but I know it will be taken as a joke, or ignored like some kind of terrible fable or fairytale. The worse fairytale ever written and it’s my life. I want to tell my story but even if i did nobody will ever be able to relate to it, i have nowhere to go anymore as if i ever did. I thought maybe i could engineer my way out of my nightmare but no, it just persists. I don’t even want to talk about it really but i thought maybe just maybe if i was EXTREMELY lucky I’d find some way to make my nightmare end, but i know in the end this pursuit is useless and like all things always I’m on my own doomed to find myself fail over and over again to escape the bitterness of my accursed hell. I know i’m being extremely vague here, and that’s purposeful i just don’t believe anyone will ever be able to understand my problems nor be able to help me, and i just wish for death at this point, a proper death.
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The variety of this site is so much that nothing is too extreme or unrelatable here. You can write your story here and I’m sure people will be able to relate.
i really highly doubt that.
I think I know what you mean. I’ve never told anyone my full story because what’s the point if no one can relate. But sometimes it helps to leak a few bits, just isolated incidents that people might understand, even if you have to change some key points to make it more relatable.
For example say you’re the exiled emperor of a small nation. Nobody will get it, but if you change the details and say you were the CEO of a company and got fired, then people can probably relate and give you support. It’s a far cry from the real support you need, but at least it’s a way to get some thoughts off your chest. Pain is universal, that part we all understand.
you’re not an exiled emperor are you?
Only on days that end in Y
lmao
https://suicideproject.org/2022/03/im-not-human-2/ i worked up some courage and well here’s the extension.
speaking only for myself, you aren’t going to introduce me to a situation I have no experience with at all. If you did, I’d be stimulated and interested, rare jewels in my life these days.
Another thought; maybe just talk about one aspect at a time. I’ve never laid out my whole story, because it would be a book in length. I don’t think readers have that kind of patience.
It depends on if you want to be understood. You can be entirely correct as to your isolation as long as you don’t reach out. No judgement here, that’s a valid choice. I’m going to need more data though if you already think you know my reaction, because I don’t.
Anyway, ramble as you desire. This site is a resource that everyone uses differently.
why bother who gets it? you’re writing for yourself. just leave out your name and address and write your heart out.
whenever you write something it’s always for another person, because someone will always end up reading it eventually. This is why people burn their journals and diaries.