IM BPD

“Who am I?”

I always ask myself.

And whenever I do
Countless of flashbacks races before my eyes
Telling me that I am this and I am that making me feel uncomfortable on my own skin . Confusing me

“Who are you?”
I ask again
But I don’t really know

“Who are you?”
For the third time I ask myself
And I remember how I used to be
Acting differently between people I meet

And for the last time

“Who are you?” I ask
Still, flashbacks
The memories of me being innocent
Memories of me being a monster
And I ask myself again

“Who am I?”