Be me, Senior year in school. Have no real friends. No job. Bad coping methods/hobbies. Ugly. I feel like living as me is a a cruel punishment from a higher power. I keep on doing things that hurt me and it’s so embarrassing and shameful and pathetic, and I wished my parents weren’t such idiots. I wished I could actually enjoy something and do something fun because I haven’t felt happiness in a long time, but nothing I can think of does that for me. Everything feels so permanent and out of my control, especially my brain, which doesn’t seem to function properly, even with the said awareness. Everyone dies.. but I’m gonna die with the worst possible life.
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you’re a year older than me!
i don’t know your life, or how you cope.. but heck, i don’t have a job either.
you’re not going to die just yet, not on my watch. even with the worst possible life. would you like to be friends? it’ll be nice to talk to you, but that is up to you to decide.
You’re literally a kid bro you haven’t even experienced life yet. No you don’tt have the worst possible life There are people who are in constant pain because of a condition. Stop comparing your life to some other people because everyone has problems you don’t see and being “ugly” or “not popular” is the least of them
Super relatable, feel like I could have written this.