To my dear
Father: Sorry I wished you were never my father, Im sorry I wished you never existed or wished you couldn’t give a single shit about me. Honestly I don’t even want to say sorry to you. Yes I’m selfish, I guess you never done anything wrong and it wasn’t your fault you were never there. Only thing I hate is that you wish I was more closer to you. How the fuck is it my fault I’m not comfortable around you or your side of the family? Another thing is your kinda sexist. Feel sorry for your daughter and son. I really hate you lol, and I’m sorry I still do.
Grandmother: I understand I was your first granddaughter, I appreciate everything you do for me. But I just want to say please stop being so fucking manipulative. Gaslighting. I don’t know if you notice it but every time I visit, I feel like shit around you. Honestly to all of you. Yes, you do a lot for me but you always made me feel like I owe something to you. Every time I leave I mean you wouldn’t force me to stay but you always guilt trip me into doing so. I already feel like shit whenever I visit, or even just thinking about having to visit. So every time I leave id be so fucking happy, yet here you are still managing to make me feel like shit. Congratulations.
Step-sister: I find you annoying. Enjoy your life thought. Im happy your having a better life than me. Well they always compare you to me and for that Im sorry. Also another reason why I fucking hate them so sorry for that and don’t mind them. Still hate you but eh.
To those I didn’t write about, there’s really nothing specific I hate about you but I just do. Btw am I being selfish? Yes. You all are trying to get closer to me but clearly I don’t. So please haha.. fuck off. No offense.
From, Secret.
(You only get a “From” becauseeee I don’t love you. Sorry)