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Your life is perfectly fine. Your parents are amazing, so are your family, you have a few but amazing friends, and your living a decent life but you still are sad and never satisfied with life. Then you came to the conclusion and realized, yup I’m the problem. And you are. You always were. You are the burden in every ones life and even in yours. You hurt every one you have met no matter how great they treated you. You were always selfish and useless. You know allll these things yet you never decided to change. So you thought, fuck it, why suffer and have others suffer because of you if you can just end everything by killing yourself. You can never get the courage to do so though. You will hurt them more if you killed yourself technically you would still be only thinking about yourself. Even in the end you were selfish lol.
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Selfish to the bitter end.
Just know there’s more beyond the end of your skin. I don’t know you, don’t know your pain, but I know that you will leave wounds when you go. I don’t know if you will know those when you are gone, but close your eyes and reach out and feel those links while you yet draw breath.
I know where you are. I want things to end. But I will leave so many deep scars if things end.