After being unable to recover my previous account and even forgetting what it was called, I’m back here after some time. The only difference is I’m in my early 30s now and want to die even more after realizing there is nothing I want to live for. I don’t think I care about my family despite using them as an excuse not to off myself. I don’t want kids since I’m not selfish enough to bring one into what I consider a god-forsaken world. I don’t want money since there is nothing I want to buy beyond indulging a narcissistic whim that I probably don’t actually care about. I don’t want power since I don’t want to lead a species I couldn’t care less about. I don’t want love since I realize I don’t love anything and rather die alone than hurt someone again. What else is there to live for when I reject the very reasons for living? Can anyone tell me why I should continue to suffer, please because I don’t have an answer!?
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I don’t have an answer for you, nor for myself.
Some people get lucky in life, and then there’s others, people who wind up here, with sucky lives. idk, i wish i could escape this hell.