I just got into my goddamn second Car Accident. First ine happened in 2016 now i got into another one because the road was wet going down hill i spun and landed in a ditch. Front is fucked. Im depressed and im not hurt but i honestly wish i was dead right now. I hate my life i hate everything.
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First of all, i’m glad nobody was hurt in the accident. And secondly, I get being in that terrible and dark head space. I’m there quite frequently. But hopefully things will improve and get better. Being happy shouldn’t be this difficult. And yet, it really feels hard to accomplish.
That’s awful, I’m so sorry. Really traumatic, I hope you’re taking the self time to repair. I wish I could do more because I’ve been there, post trauma and you just don’t want to be anymore……
Which is when I try to escape some way. Reading was my go to. Deep in the book, usually some supernatural world with really sympathetic characters, I wasn’t anymore for a few minutes, sometimes hours. Time lost meaning.
Try to find something like that, something to wrap up in. Sometimes I watch something really sad, that works too, or scary. I have weird tastes.