I knew this was coming for a long time i haven’t wanted to be here. My sister who was my only living family member left decided to end her life and she passed away in her sleep. Now that trump and all his goonies are back in the whitehouse its close for that time to come. this is a sick sick sespool of a world we all live in. Yes i watch the news including jaguar wright and i know whats going on with most of these celebrities now that diddy has been exposed, everything in the dark shall come to light. And oh boy it sure is! I’m so tired and scared at the same time. My adrenaline will bring me peace in the end.
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I’m sorry you are suffering. I’m sorry you lost your sister. Things do look bleak. There is no lie there. But I hope you manage to carry on despite it. I hope things get better for you. Don’t know how, but I hope they do. Whatever choice you pick, I hope you find peace.
Nobody really wants to find themselves here, but that doesn’t stop us from being here, nonetheless. My pathway forward has been stated on this site for a while now, but I am sorry for those who find themselves nearing the end of their rope. It’s never a pleasant place to be. Hopefully your outcome can yield a positive result. I’d like that for you.
It can seem like that, I spent the first four days after the election not even fully in contact with reality…. it wasn’t a place I could live.
but such places exist, and I think I have a suitable exile cooked up. I believe there’s a place for me, a purpose even. It just has never been here, right here where I stand has always been a temporary position of suffering.
Isn’t it possible it’s the same for you? That there’s someplace less punishing? Different things bother different people. For me it’s heat, humidity, waste and conservatives…….. why I was put here I’ll puzzle over for a long while.
I think it’s so I’ll appreciate a good thing when I get it.