I’ve been trying to keep myself alive until I can actually afford the right equipment to make my exit. I can now buy my ******** tank and Gas Flow Regulator. It’s empowering to know I will finally be able to Exit On-Demand. With only a few breaths I will be able to leave all my misery behind.
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Sometimes having the exit clearly marked is the only thing that helps. You don’t have to do it just yet. But knowing it’s there might give you the strength to see what else you can do with life.
If you get a chance, watch the excellent series “After Life” with Ricky Gervais. It’s about a guy whose life is totally destroyed, and he realizes he’ll kill himself so with the time he has left he can act, do & say anything he feels like. It becomes almost like a super power. I don’t know how it ends because I can’t find the 2nd season anywhere. But from what I saw it’s dark as hell and explores that place right on the edge of suicide.
The “After Life” series sounds interesting. Having a way to exit frees one to live by one’s own standards. Like an artist using his own life as his canvas. Like an artist’s unapologetic self-expression. Like an artist testing their media, trying new things, unafraid.
What would we do differently if each of us were no longer afraid?
congratulations i guess? hope it turns out well. how much does the thing cost? offing oneself sure isn’t cheap eh?