Found my way back

I can’t believe, last time i posted here was in 2022. Things have changed and actually many many things have changed. I went to college by the end of 2022, it wasn’t what i wanted to do, dated a narcissistic, attempted on my first year, stuffed myself with pills thinking i will escape the great depression. Then i didn’t go, i started accepting how my life was going, i took a break from my boyfriend, met new people and started enjoying life. I experienced many great things after that and i was at the happiest years of my life. Then i graduated and the graduation year was the best and greatest year ever. And in September 2025 i started working, as a primary schook teacher. I hate my job, it’s draining and i can’t keep up with it. The school I work at is so far and i have many troubles where going. I feel like I’ve hit the rock bottom again. Im doing nothing i feel like time is running and im stuck at my parents house and i can’t do anything about it. I still don’t get paid and i still can’t live my life. I have no friends and life seems like 2022 again. I feel like im back to the same place and state i was in 2022.