When im looking and seeing people riding bikes, playing sports and having fun doing things, i dont understand it! I could never have fun doing anything. I used to play and love guitar, i just stare at it now, id rather look out the window and watch others be alive! I feel nothing.
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Have you ever thought about putting what your feeling into music?
Like in the moment of your emotions. Sharing it through playing music? I tend to do that sometimes with my horn. That or I write a poem or short story what I’m feeling
It never solved the issue completely, but it did help to get what was bottle up inside me
I’d even go to say music is ehat saved me. Without it, I have no idea what I could do
Thank your for your comment! I thought about what you said, i dont have the mental energy to do such a thing! Plus i worry my family might see the words on paper, they know nothing! I wear the happy face around them! I thank you though for the idea!
You don’t have to write the words on paper.
Use a memo app or email them to yourself.
Use your gift!