im 47 years old and want to end my life been whanting to die for over 10 years im so on happy with my life i know this it what i want and need to do I have no choice, I have to die!!! all be so glad when my life is  over . hopeing to end it soon
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How will you end it?
don,t know but i know this is what i want to do is end my life soon as i find a good way all be ending my life all be so happy wnen my life is over
hopetodie- why do you want to leave earth? I know this isn’t anyone’s dream of a place to live, but do you mind sharing your reasons for wanting to hurt yourself?
I know someone would be terribly sad if you were to go. Please stay.
-Misguided ghost
10 years is a long time to feel that way. But realy you must find some sort of hope and plans for the future. I know my mum felt that way for a long time and was very desprssed and also lost the will to live. She told me that she does however have something to look forward to and that is her retirement. She plans to travel the world in a campervan and later settle on a farm and have all the animals she ever wanted. you must have a dream, anything, something you have always wanted to do, if so please look forward. Ive often wondered if i were to die and i could look back on my life, ide want it to be the best i could ever make it. Its up to you to improve your life. Life wasnt supposed to be easy, its not simple. Thats why we have to fight back at what life throws at us. Im sure you would b missed. If my mum had killed herself then i know i would wat to kill myself too. please dont give up. Hold your head high and dont let anybody stand in your way. Im sure you will be missed.
please be strong 🙂 do not do anything stupid please!!!! xxxxx
Well it’s been 10 years for me too, I kept trying not giving up hope
everyday, things only getting worst for me it seems no matter how hard i
try, I am cursed, got alot of bad luck / things going wrong, loss the respect of the people that loved me & ddon;t want nothing to do with me no more, love to travel it’s my escape from this prison cell, but only serves as a temporary parol, when i have to come back the ball & chains go back on, lately cause of the economy and my hours being cut down at work, so i can’t even take any trips now, my depression & suicidal thoughts are at a all time high 24/7, so everything i ever loved in life is gone from me, so love don’t exist in my life at all, i just don’t see it getting any better, i really tried to make it better & waited for a miracle, only pain & agony, there’s nothing else to live for, my time will be soon up & it’s okay cause it was never meant to be, want my life to begone, i need to become the next victim of suicide or a brutal murder, nothing else matters no more.